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Monday, October 26, 2009
I heard you're doing ok, but I want you to know,
im addict, I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care when you don't think about me...
Do you think I deserve this?
I am the incredible hulk in the morning.
I am supergirl in the afternoons.
I am wonder woman in the evenings.
I become human again at night.
I lie in bed thinking I can get thru the night without tears.
I lie in bed and wait for sleep to come to me.
Sadly, I seem to fail terribly everynight.
The thoughts rush back to me when I'm alone.
They bite me and I scream till I go crazy.
But after those few tears, I get a little stronger.
Waiting again for sleep to bless me with it's beauty.
Night after night, it disappoints me.
I'm left lying awake wondering what to do.
And just as I'm falling asleep, the alarm rings.
Being sleep deprived is getting to me.
But it doesn't matter.
Even with one hour of sleep,
I wake up a stronger Shiela than yesterday.
I wake up able to face the day.
I wake up without much thought of you.
Or anything at all for the matter.
Bein sleep deprived numbs me just enough to stop the pain
but thank god, I'm awesome because i'm still happy go lucky Shiela.
Because I'm awesome.
:)
Retail therapy is working...
Even if it means grocery shopping and buying things I don't need.
I lost weight.
That's really sad. I wonder why...
I swear i've been eating.
WHERE HAS ALL THE FATS GONE?!!!
:(
how about I round of applause, a standing ovation.
I've got a plan. Let's hope I don't go thru with it.
Labels: I don't want you tonight.
♥
Monday, October 26, 2009
I heard you're doing ok, but I want you to know,
im addict, I'm addicted to you
I can't pretend I don't care when you don't think about me...
Do you think I deserve this?
I am the incredible hulk in the morning.
I am supergirl in the afternoons.
I am wonder woman in the evenings.
I become human again at night.
I lie in bed thinking I can get thru the night without tears.
I lie in bed and wait for sleep to come to me.
Sadly, I seem to fail terribly everynight.
The thoughts rush back to me when I'm alone.
They bite me and I scream till I go crazy.
But after those few tears, I get a little stronger.
Waiting again for sleep to bless me with it's beauty.
Night after night, it disappoints me.
I'm left lying awake wondering what to do.
And just as I'm falling asleep, the alarm rings.
Being sleep deprived is getting to me.
But it doesn't matter.
Even with one hour of sleep,
I wake up a stronger Shiela than yesterday.
I wake up able to face the day.
I wake up without much thought of you.
Or anything at all for the matter.
Bein sleep deprived numbs me just enough to stop the pain
but thank god, I'm awesome because i'm still happy go lucky Shiela.
Because I'm awesome.
:)
Retail therapy is working...
Even if it means grocery shopping and buying things I don't need.
I lost weight.
That's really sad. I wonder why...
I swear i've been eating.
WHERE HAS ALL THE FATS GONE?!!!
:(
how about I round of applause, a standing ovation.
I've got a plan. Let's hope I don't go thru with it.
Labels: I don't want you tonight.
